6/17/2023
This morning I woke up with a bit of a panic. I’d glanced at the clock and saw that it was late! Late when I was supposed to feed my horses. Oh my gosh… that woke me up fast. Then I realized that I didn’t have any horses to care for anymore. 😢
I flopped back on the bed and felt sad for a while. Not being one of those who allows sadness to really get to me, I began thinking of how far I had come since 2000.
Sure I was doing without my own horses for the first time in my life but I was alright with it. I once again counted my blessings and faced my day.
Do I miss the life I had before? I DO! I’m just not able to do all the heavy things I used to do. That was a very difficult fact to deal with. I’ve never not been able to get things done, and this knowledge really didn’t help a bit.
Such is life, though, right? Getting to be “ older “ totally sucks most of the time. Being positive, I do happen to be around horses who are older too.
And that’s alright with me!
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